Is there such thing as a life that is too good to be true? Just when I thought that my life is becoming a smooth sail, things have to crop up. Fran and I had a minor confrontation tonight and I drove home at 11.30pm, against his wishes. Am I being too hard on myself or him? Why do I feel like I am always the 3rd party? I know how much he loves his sons and I am trying my best to help out whenever I can but no matter what I do, he always still seems upset at somethings. Although he reassured me that he's not upset with me, why do I still have the feeling that he is? Bloody hell, it must be the heat. It was a hot day today and it is still really hot and muggy outside. Nothing seems to be going right today and everything is just a mess. Am I intruding too much into his space? God, I really don't know and is so confused and upset at the moment to think. I think I have fallen for him and maybe my feelings are just running too deep. Shit, that sucks.
|11:52 PM|
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Minnie, Muffin, Maia & Sooty
My supportive family
Thriller/ Horror movies
Going shopping
Accessories
HATES
Hypocrites
Selfishness
Depression
Being away from my family
Having to be strong all the time.
WISHLIST
-To have a successful career and own my own place in 5 years time.
-Minnie, Muffin and Maia to be always happy
-A new brilliant start/ a new me in a new environment
-My family to be in great health and my brother to achieve his goals in life
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Bei Bei.
Cheng Ling.
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